Only For You

im going to start work next monday!
and finally, not infront of the computer doing nothing, heh!
money money moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~
HAHAHAHAHA! :B
after i get my first paycheck, 
im going to get myself :
1) ITOUCH! or a new ipod.
2) new handphoneeeeee><
3) CLOTHES.
heh, thats all!
all i need is an itouch actually(:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
my shuffle and phone is dying on me-.-

SS501- Love Like This (:

and no, it aint another fan craze.
i just like HyunJoong, since he's from BOF.
but seriously, he looks weird with this hair.-.
sighhhh.
HOW IS HE GOING TO FILM BOF2 WITH THIS HAIR?!
):

hols has started for 2 weeks.
havent even started on my homework, best-.-
what have i been doing? 
either im out, sleeping or using the computer watching drama (:
only way to kill time.-. sighhh.

You're beautiful / You're handsome(:
Minying and Carol had to FORCE me to watch this show.
but i liked it, its awesome^^
Boys Over Flowers + Coffee Prince + Hana Kimi
aint it awesome? (:
heh!

not needing me to say, i bet lots of yall have watched it :B
Boys Over Flowers.
i watched this cause You're Beautiful's episode was not out yet and i had nothing to do.
and since they said its similar, go watch loh.
heh.
but another awesome show(:
its so niced i finished it in 3 days.
HAHA!
chiongster please.

practically, my hols is like that.
other than reading on DBSK and SJ and SHINee's news, thats about it.
heh!
okay, lastly, picture spammmmm ;D
on ShinWoo aka YongHwa aka some guy in You're Beautiful(:
prolly the most perfect guy on earth, HAHA! :B
at least, close to there :B

specs & cap♥

♥

;D

^^

(:

:B

kay, im done, LOL.
i feel like im blogging so formally, wth.
heh.
its 4.15am.-.
i should sleep soon.
im so use to sleeping late i dont feel tired anymore, LOL!
kay, im done(:

P.S i know im a fangirl, and im proud of it(:

STARHUB IS GOING TO SELL IPHONE! ;D

FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY!
wooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooo~
maybe i can change, since my contract’s up!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
wah, im damn happy ;D
IPHONE AH! HERE I COME~
WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

just when i was about to ask for Samsung Jet, this came
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ;D

woohoo~
im blogging!
HAHAHAHAHA!
hols is funnnnn! and boring, LOL!
its either im out or im watching a korean drama, LOL!
Boys Over Flowers, cant believe im watching it omg.
but its nice(:
GU JUN PYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ;D
heh!
idk what to blog, LOL!
i shall update at the end of this weeeeeeeeeeeeek ah!
(:
heh!
got few pictures, see pictures bah(:
im blogging differently, LOL!
whatever heh.
bye~

saw this shirt while shopping with Rach.
I WANT UH! ><

my fingernails are black & white(:
heh!
thanks to Twin♥

i wanted to post a picture of Shinwoo aka Yonghwa.
but stupid onsugar doesnt allow>:\
load so slowly, aish, stupid.
whatever, bye!

SUPER JUNIOR'S 4TH ANNIVERSARY!

a band i just got to know 2months ago.
never failed to bring laughter and joy in my life(:
though not knowing them personally, yet, i can cry, laugh, smile just for them.
awesome 13 people.
who always puts their best in everything they do.
love you guys! <3
imma ELF(:

FOREVER 13! FROM LEETEUK TO KYUHYUN!

Leeteuk

ANGEL TEUKKIE! who never grows old. HAHA. even though sick, still went to do filming. helped the members to get closer (when you talked about Eunhyuk and Heechul on intimate note.) and always remembering them though they are busy with other stuff. (talking about Kibum when yall got an award and he wasnt there.) the first one to catch my attention in SJ. HAHA. :B though 27, but is always full of energy and almost there for his other members. once again, the best leader there is. no one else could be the leader of Super Junior as good as you are. and we fans knows you want to get married before 30. FINE ONE SOON KAY! dont want to see you so sad on your cyworld anymore. yknow we love you (:

Heechul

YOU FUNNY PERSON! though weird and seriously weird, LOL! you're still a lovable person(: how much you put yourself into making the fans laugh, and how awesome you can dance gee (HAHA!) you're still an awesome person! i have to admit that i didnt like you v much, (Xintian called you a princess and not me>:\ ) but seeing more shows on you, and understanding how much effort you're putting in just to put a smile on people's face, im starting to like you already! i also have to admit i didnt recognize you :B heh. BUT NOW I DO! Heesica right? (: heh! heard your solo too. awesome song! ;D can sing, dance, act, and mostly, be FUNNY! HAHAHAHA. stay as cool as you are(:

Hangeng

FAMOUS PERSON IN CHINA WHO GAVE UP HIS CAREER FOR KOREA! you had a hard time learning how to speak korean didnt you? HAHA! but now, you speak really well(: reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaly! HAHAHA. funny, and so true infront of everyone. so hardworking, running from China to Korea just to let your fans know that you're still there and still being able to stay so Hot (;D) you're seriously awesome! thought that since you were from China, you may not be as good as the rest of them. but you've prove me and the rest wrong BIG TIME. your effort has got you this far. famous in BOTH China and Korea, and still stay as hot (sorry:B). HAHAHAHA! stay the way you are. the AWESOME, COOL, HOT PERSON(: heh. you're in my top 5 (: HAHAHAH! :B

Yesung

YOU WIN KYUHYUN HANDS DOWN IN SINGING LUH! THE BEST SINGER IN SUPER JUNIOR! ;D (sorry Xintian, i really think this way :B) still remember how i liked you. watch the Sorry Sorry music video and i kept asking for your name. somehow, you just shine above all the rest of the other members. i thought you were one of the more famous members, heh. after i got to know Super Junior more, i realized actually how back you were in popularity, and it actually make me love you more. almost not afraid to volunteer yourself when everyone didnt want to do it. almost making everyone laugh. always being so happy and putting on a smile for everyone. always singing your best in every performance you have and even though you cannot dance as well, still putting in your best for every dance chance you have. i've always wanted to say this. though you're not as famous as the rest, you have alot of people loving you! dont have to make people notice you cause everyone noticed you already. continue doing your best, and im sure one day you'll be REALLY famous. your voice alone can make people love you, moreover your personality. always the number one in my heart, ily Yesung ♥

Kangin

STRONG MEMBER OF SUPER JUNIOR. i miss you so much): all the recent Super Junior news dont have you in there. neither did you go for the Super Show 2 in Shanghai. though alot of people wants you out of SJ now, ELF is always here supporting you! you're another one that doesnt fail to make me laugh. all the funny moments you have with the rest of the other members. just being your own strong self can make people laugh already, HAHA! though i didnt really notice you in the beginning, and didnt really like you :\ after the incident, i realized how important you were to the band. one of the people who brings joy to everyone that watches and see Super Junior. a really awesome person. but really, stop drinking, heh! CANT WAIT FOR YOUR COME BACK TO SJ(: i'll stand by you. KANGIN HWAITING! (:

Shindong

ONE WHO NEVER GIVES UP! i know you said that because of your size you dont fit into SJ. and also the last of the 12 to come into SJ. but because of your fun personality and character, everyone loves you! always making people laugh, and dance reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaly welll! and dieting so hard just to look like a Super Junior member, we understand how hard you're working on it. and actually, you look smaller than Kangin now :B heh! never fails to put a smile onto my face with your jokes and all. raps well and love his members alot(: dont have to change and force yourself not to eat meat yknow. even though you're big in size, we still love you(:

Eunhyuk

BEST DANCE IN SUPER JUNIOR! actually, you're quite shy luh, and forever so funny, HAHA! like clown. but once the music starts playing, and den you BOOMZ! TURN INTO THIS ULTRA MEGA HOT GUY(: HAHAHAHAHA! love the way you dance man. in Sorry Sorry, and ofc your chest pump in It's you. i replayed that scene tons and tons of time. HAHAHAHA. the best chest popper i've seen(: heh! we know you love all your Hyung and Dongsaengs, the tears you cried for them in the EHB, we know you love them alot. we love you alot too! you would have been my fav if i havent seen Yesung, HAHA! but you're in my top 5 too^^ heh. forever so cute, funny, amazing, awesome, and ofc, charismatic when dancing, and though you're an anchovy (LOL), you're really good looking luh(: heh. DANCE YOUR WAY TO THE TOP! Just Dance~

Donghae

THE EMOTIONALLY STRONGEST PERSON! whenever i hear your story about your dad, i would cry:\ we know you love your dad alot and your dad loves you too. but even after your dad passed away, you never fail to put on your best performance for us and ofc for your dad to see in heaven. your dad knows how much you love him and the effort you put in (i know it okay!). and, it doesnt matter if you're not funny and the rest of your members always put you down with jokes, (like how you envy Leeteuk and Eunhyuk for being able to fight back :B) but you, just being yourself, is already good enough to put a smile on people's face(: sing and dance well, also v cute. HAHAHA. STAY STONG! (:

Siwon

THE GESTURE GUY! forever so polite, HAHAHA! and like Xintian, i also thought you were the leader :\ heh. forever so nice and im sure the most spiritual in the band, HAHA! its like having your own Cellgroup, heh! though scared of chilli and all, still ate in for EHB. your hand gestures are actually very cute luh, HAHAHA! and seriously, very very super very good looking(: hahahaha! like model like that. tall, slim, goodlooking, heh. im sure you got alot of fans (: HAHAHAHAHAHAH! polite people are v lovable, yes(: heh. gentleman yknow! HAHA.

Sungmin

PERSON THAT LIKES THE SAME COLOUR AS ME! (: heh! pinkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! man, i love all your pink stuff(: one day, you should come see mine, i also have alot okay^^ heh! at first, i thought you very scary (dont don) and den i saw sorry sorry and thought you act cool, HAHA! but actually, you very kayuta! heh. always so blur, #1 husband eh! so many people like you, hehhhhhhhh. and never able to get up, HAHAHAH! (i saw the Adonis Camp one kay). actually, you very cool luh, also v cute. heh. infront of guys and girls different ah, dont double face!(Minmin dont keel me><) HAHAHAHA. STAY KAYUTA !(:

Ryeowook

FOREVER THE MAGNAE OF SUPER JUNIOR! hahahahahaha. actually ah, Kyuhyun and Kibum younger than you luh, but since you want to be magnae, anything luh! HAHA. my 2nd in SJ(: first saw Sorry Sorry vid, i didnt like you. see ready want to punch, HAHAHA! but actually, you look v cool in Sorry Sorry^^ after watching EHB, you v cute also luh! HAHAHAHA. so innocent one, heh! oh yeah! YEWOOK! Yesung is yours luh, i wont fight, HAHAHA! (dont bother about Henry>:\) really amazing voice toooooo! K.R.Y eh(: heh! stay innocent, its better. dont go and learn from the rest go and watch porn (HAHA! sorry Eunhyuk and Leeteuk:X) YOUNGEST AH! (:

Kibum

WHERE ARE YOU?! why always disappear. aish. i like Super Junior and i've never seen you performing live with them before. not even in the music video. sorry sorry and it's you neh dance. aishhh. WHERE YOU GO AH?! WE ALL MISS YOU EH>< everyone keep saying you're leaving SJ for acting. CANNOT! SJ must be 13, and 13 includes you. without you, it weird and not the complete SJ we want anymore. so must stay in SJ okay? heh! though i would rather like you in SJ, but i know you like acting. so wish you all the best in your acting career ah! since you want people to remember you because of your acting. heh! stay cool and calm, and keep acting! (:

Kyuhyun

MEAN BUT NICE GUY! LOL! contridicting myself. heh. the way you reply UFO replies ah, really, v mean eh. HAHAHAH! think more for your fans uh, though we know you love them alot(: heh! last member of SJ. it stops at you(: eh no, ELF! HAHAHA! the youngest, at first i thought you were shy, heh! but maybe its becuase of intimate note (where you have to KEEP introducing yourself to the host) that you realized people have to know you. NOW, EVERYONE KNOWS YOU! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i wont deny that you have an amazing voice, but my Yesung's is better(: dont fight with him ready luh. aishhhhh. nehmind, you guys are K.R.Y! heh! saw how you were in Marry U making music video days, so shy, so cute. and the bubble something facial wash one, v cute^^ heh! actually, you being mean quite fun, HAHA! STAY MEAN KAY! (:

THE 13 AWESOME MEMBERS!(: ALL DIFFERENT BUT FIT SO WELL WITH ONE ANOTHER. COMING TOGETHER AS SUPER JUNIOR! ONE PERFECT TEAM(: LOVE YALL ♥

sometimes i wish i could lose my memory and go to somewhere far.
new place, new people, new environment, new lifestyle, new me.
forget everything that has happen, the good and bad.
change everything and start all over.
isnt life suppose to be about changes? 
if only it was that easy.

nobody's tagging.-.
i shall stop blogging until i get tags.
or prolly i'll shut this thing down, LOL.

idk what to blog about today, LOL.
school was crazy, results and stuff, heh.
and Macs after school, HAHA.
WHEN YOU GET THE RED STICKER THINGY GIVE ME OKAY!
i want(: HAHA.
thought i was going to regret going for cellgroup today.
far from it.
i learn so much(: heh.
thanks Joyce for the word, helped alot(: loveeee!
and Michelle for the sms. im toucheddddd(: love you too!
heh.
the bestest leaders you can find in my cell!^^ heh.

Name: Kiana Sarah Koh
Date: 10/23/2009
Colorgenics Number: 35041762

Much of the time you are preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature. You need stimulation and variation with all matters pertaining to your life. You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality being able to charm and influence others. You use powerful strategies with predictable outcomes so as to avoid endangering your chances of success or undermining other people's confidence in you.

All of your dreams and hopes have not materialised and consequently you are unsure of which way to go. This uncertainty has led to considerable stress but you have sufficient 'strength of mind' to overcome this state of affairs although it will take some time.

Being emotionally inhibited you have no alternative at this time but to be a 'watcher' rather than a 'doer'. At this time you feel as if you are being forced to compromise and stand back. But this is not the true you. Deep down there is that warm 'open' you which is awaiting the moment to burst forth - maybe like the chrysalis which will soon become the butterfly.

You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.

The tensions that you are trying to cope with are a result of conditions which are really beyond your control. As a consequence of this almost impossible situation and not being able to get your own way, you are subjected to frustration and almost ungovernable anger. You are trying to remedy the situation but the stress that you are experiencing is making the situation even worse. You feel so inadequate that you are not quite sure which way to turn. A good suggestion would to be to try to relieve the stress and anxiety by participating in some very active physical activity which will relieve your tension.

found it on Joyce and Rachel's blog.
i think its quite true, heh. :B